21 august 2005

i drove kevin to the airport today at four thirty in the morning. i woke up from liz's and rode my bike home at three o'clock. drinking my dunkin donuts coffee...

i wanted to get on a plane going wherever. the feeling of taking a taxi ride to the airport in the early morning...

i suppose this job changes a person it turns you slowly over time into beef jerky. all the hate and the senselessness and the bullshit.

-the only thing necessary for the triumph of evil is for good men to do nothing.
-he who fights monsters might take care lest he become a monster. and if you gaze into the abyss, the abyss gazes also into you.
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...what a crock of shit

i need a spiritual fuck it bucket. i need a fucking vacation.

23 august 2007

been watching rescue me, things with liz are going really good right now.

25 august 2003

[watching cocktail in a small motel room in wollongong, australia]

when future civilizations look back and research our society they're going to think
tom cruise was worshiped as a god.
jesus was thirty- three when he was crucified and died for our sins.
tom cruise was only twenty- two when he made top gun.